As i was preparing for tomorrow's outing with cosplay friends, i thought of many things.
First, i'm glad i entered the cosplay world. It sure is an eye opener for me. Although i did found out that most cosplayers are not as nice as they seemed. From experience, most of the few cosplayers that i've encountered, they're just problematic. I sure am glad they just part of the 'other world'. Well, i also used to thought all cosplayers are pretty and cute or handsome and dashing but apparently, that's not the case. I'm not trying to be mean here, but heck, i really used to think so.

People are not the reason why i entered the cosplay realm. I joined because i love cosplay. Having don on a brand new costume brings me such exhilaration that no other hobby had ever given me. I prefer going to photoshoots compared to events. Photoshoots are much more fun as we can experiment with different type of poses to suit characters but events are generally boring unless you have an abundance of friends which obviously, is lacking in me. But i don't mind. What for, the many many friends, when they are just plain hypocrites? Of course, there are some nice people in this twisted, complex realm, and i'm glad i know some.

But what most unbelievable is, stepping into EOY 2009 has not only led me to a closet full of cosplay suits, but also brought me a doll! I first know about BJDs (Ball-Jointed Dolls) during primary 6, around the same time where i was first exposed to cosplay. After knowing about the price of them, i immediately decided that their owners are mad to spend so much on them and exclaimed i would never, ever buy one. At the start of this year, i yet again, came across BJDs while browsing and i am so tempted to buy one. But due to their high costs, i pushed that thought out of my mind and silently promised that i would never get one.

April comes by and i chanced upon one. I don't know what came over me but i decided to get him. He costs quite alot but i don't regret having bought him. He's the cutest thing ever and having him sit in my arms just feels great. And i recently found out, most BJDs owners are fan of Yaoi (boy x boy) but surprisingly, i'm very against them. Although i really feel that he looks uber uke (yaoi terms, uke = feminine boy, seme = boyish boy) but i'm still against yaoi!

Yup, stepping into EOY 2009 had brought me many costumes, much props, sadness, anguish, helplessness, happiness and of course, him. It certainly helped me to mature a lot. This world is not as pure as it seems. It is corrupted and filled with darkness. However, i still want to view this world as a place of joy, peace and laughter. Naïve as it may seems, i believe everyone can coexist in happiness. As long as we treat each other with sincerity, this world would be filled with warmth and happiness. Let's work hand in hand to create a better world (:







Wow. Didn't post for 13days... Almost 2 weeks =P
Well, as most of you should know, i'm attached now :D
With who, you ask? WITH HIM OF COURSE!
Whatever.

Can't believe i made a sale in SGcafe within 6hours of posting items up! Yay! More money = More Cosplay for me + Stuffs for HIM! I've been neglecting him... *emos* Didn't pamper him enough. Yosh! Now, Bell must save up for his stuffs. And oh-my-god, i'm so tempted to put another cosplay set into my order list. Okay, i seriously need to find some ways to get money. Someone, buy those stuffs please. They're uber cute i promise!

Need to prepare to meet that lovely lovely buyer soon. And i'm hungry ): Heck.
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Bye bye~







Been dead for quite a while.
Vampires are lazy.
Especially Vampire Kitties.
But heck, i really can't stand my lifeless blog anymore.
So i've dragged my white, bloodless paws, reluctantly i might add, to my tabby and began typing.
Hmm, updates, updates.
...
There's currently nothing going on.
Except for the mid years examination, which is practically on everyone's mind.
And of course, this kitty had been slacking her way through the long weekend.
Well. Whatever.

And naturally, there's him!
Kitty can't wait for him to arrive!
And what's best is he is mine! Kitty's forever.
Even mama didn't disapprove of him. Oh yeah!~
I know mama is gonna like him.
Who wouldn't?
He's the most perfect guy on earth. For kitty. And only kitty.