Wheee! Today had choir. Started smoothly at first, but it somehow just screwed up... Anyway, i find that the more i tried to show my enthusiasm for something, the more empty i feels... It's like i'm forcing myself to like it... I'm a great fan of cosplay but recently, it just seems so hard to reach... Okay, maybe i find it weird to introduce myself to new people but i just feel so empty... Everything seemed so new and foreign to me... But it seems so brittle.. One wrong step and everything will crumble. Maybe that's the obstacle that everyone had to overcome. We're bound to meet people from all walks of life as we grow up. So i might as well take this chance to know more people and reignite my passion for cosplaying.

And, i'll end this short post with a true quote: "Jesus died for my place in heaven!" This is so true. Thank you Jesus...







Phew! Finally finished up the darn 2 chinese compos. It's not that bad if i didn't think of it as a bore. I kinda finish it in a short amount of time compared to previous compos. Hehe so i guess the secret to not-boring-assignments is to think it's not-boring. (: Yesterday went to EOY'09. It's great! Nice cosplayers! Took pictures with a few of them but shiki, kaname and zero are all taken pictures of! Whee! Pictures will be up on facebook soon. And after attending this event, i finally realised that group cosplaying is really more fun than solo! So i'm going to join a Vampire Knight group for next year's cosplay! Hope i could slim down and become pretty before then! And and i'll buy the japan shampoo-y type of dye for my next dyeing. Heard it works.







AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I cannot tolerate it any longer so have to rant here... I can't stand it when blogshop owners just like to name their stuff somethingsomething "lolita". What Satin lolita dress. For goodness sake, True lolita DONT HAVE ANY SHINE ON THEM! Those with shine are labelled as "Cosplay Lolita" Which is indeed look down upon by true lolitas. I'm not trying to be proud here, nor am i a true lolita (Yet xD). but can't they find out a little more about lolita culture before labelling their apparels?! It's really a disgrace to the lolita culture... Ugh! I used to have the misconception that anything satin = lolita but after i've researched more about it, i realised that it's NOT and it's an amateurish thing to do. Some even put "lolita" in the name with hopes of selling it at a higher price as lolita dresses don't come cheap. Yes, they're costly as they don't use CHEAP SATIN... Lolita dresses are made of high quality fabric as it's a type of fashion, not to be used to worn to those rare occasions but in fact, everywhere they go. BUT, wearing lolita to a cosplay convention by no means makes them cosplay lolita. Some lolita wearers just feel comfortable wearing them to conventions. But i really really hope those owners will get some information on lolita before disgracing it to no end...







Whee! Taobao Stuff arrived today!!

Okay the main pointof this post is to post up pictures of my Lovely Loots!

First up, my long awaited lovelovelove lolita shoes!

It looks way nicer in real life... The pictures are doing it injustice :(

Okay next is another lovelovelove Pig Rabbit!

Pig rabbit and me! Loveloves <3 Hehe That's like practically all i got from this spree. Didn't really spend alot. My lolita shoes is only 900g+ ! I thought will be over 1.5kg.

Need to meet Ye Shze later. Ja!







Today i found out something really shocking! My surname is supposed to be "Ng" instead of "Eng" It turned out that my great grandparents(grandfather's parents) told the police (The police recorded all these details instead of the hospital last time.) that my grandfather surname is Ng (but they pronounced it Eng). So the error just continued to pass down to my father and now me. Kinda surprising ain't it? For such an error to pass down generations after generations.

Anyway, Taobao items all together weigh a whopping 12kg! Second payment ran up to hundreds of dollars... Parcel currently in Singapore now. Waiting for it to be posted to my home. Think that it'll most probably reach tomorrow.







Went out with LiYin deardear today! Met her at sembawang mrt first before proceeding to chinatown. We went to buy koi's bubbletea upon arrival and went to chinatown point. Wanted to go Pan-In-The-Box but they looked like they just opened when we reached their doorstep. So we go to the floor above and slowly walked down. Went into Pan for a while but came out soon after as i've seriously nothing to buy at all... After that, we mrt-ed to Dhoby Ghaut. Went into Otaku House but also soon came out as nothing really interests me... We then went down a level and visited Comics Connection. Stayed quite long there and purchased a bleach EZ-link card sticker for mama and also bought Vampire Knight Posters for myself! LiYin bought some EZ-Link stickers, Vampire knight and Kuroshitsuji Books and a spongebob pen. Took escalator down to basement to find some grubs. Decided on Yoshinoya and while we're queueing up, someone in the kitchen let out a high pitched shriek and all the lights in the restaurant went out. This went on for about a minute before the lights came back. It's kinda cool as i've never encountered this type of situation before. Shortly after, it's our turn and we placed our order. We then took mrt towards Bugis after lunch. We went to Kino and i bought Mixed Vegetable Volume 6! Was rather surprised it came out this quickly. Went to bugis street and immediately began on my quest for shoes. Went to a lot of shoe shops but didn't see the pair that i needed. There's some that are quite close but the price is horrendous! $47.90 after discount is just plain stabbing! We then continued to walk around as there are still some shops not explored. What happened next was just beyond my wildest imagination: I actually spotted a shoe shop that sells the boots i want for only $23.90! I'm totally ecstatic! Tried on the boots and bought it in a flash! I'm really happy to the extent that i could die laughing. Actually wanted to go back to the mrt but it was raining rather heavily then. Thus, we decided to shop the 2nd  floor again to wait for the rain to stop. Searched the second floor for the shop that sells Japanese Street Fashion stuff and found it! Coincidently, they're having a huge sale! Spent quite a long time there deciding what to buy. In the end, i bought a Red ribbon skirt, Lolita Cardigan and Punk Lacy Top. And the price is unbelievable too! All 3 pieces for a mere 10bucks! The raingods sure picked the right time and right place to shake the clouds! The rain simmered down to a slight drizzle after we arrived at the traffic light. Went back to bugis mrt and mrt-ed home. Today was a rather fruitful day as i did not really expect to get my yuki boots (and at such a cheap price too!). Spent quite alot of money today though:

-Koi Bubble Tea [Medium]: $2.40
-Comics Connection [Vampire knight posters & Bleach EZ-Link card sticker]: $5.50
-Yoshinoya [Student Meal]: $5.90
-Kinokuniya [Mixed Vegetable Manga]: $14.65
-Brown boots [Yuki; Cosplay]: $23.90
-Apparels: $10
Total: $62.35

So i came back with less than 5dollars in my pocket. I brought 65dollars there... Datte, watashi wa hontoni hontoni happi- desu! i finally bought my boots! Can go to EOY cosplaying as yuki! BANZAI!







Yesterday went to IKEA with zhaoyi and zhaoxian. Had quite a great time there. Finished shopping whole of IKEA in like an hour and took the shuttle bus back to tampines. Lunched at subway and shopped a bit around the shopping centres there. Dont really like there as the shopping centre all very cramped. Prefer Plaza Sing. Ugh! I need to get my boots!!















Yesterday went to cousin house. It's quite fun there! We use zhaoyi's mac (I WANT ONE TOO! My Tabby costs like twice of hers but hers is so much more trendy!) to take pictures! Took some with her and Tricia and we morph it into something freaking funny! Today went swimming with Tricia. Quite fun but this trip is quite short compared to others. I rather go swimming in darling (glenda) condo... So much nicer! Can also chat with darling too. Haha gonna pop by there someday to swim. Tomorrow going cousin house to stay! Totally can't wait! Staying up late to watch dramas with zhaoyi! I love those times!







Just came back from kluang, malaysia. Today was my first time going there and well, it's not bad. There's shopping centres and also shophouses. The weather is quite nice as it's cloudy with strong gusts of wind. Shopped around the shopping centres for the first few hours and went to a nearby coffee shop to eat fried kway teow. It taste very bland for me... After that, went to a newer mall and mama bought movie tickets for us (me, papa and her). Went to watch 2012. Surprisingly, it's quite nice. Some parts are super touching and even after holding back the tears with much will, they still flow down swiftly... The movie lasted quite long and it's quite late after the movie... Actually wanted to eat fast food but apparently, there's not enough time as the train comes at 6.50pm and the movie ended at 5.30pm. Mama and Papa wanted to buy some stuff from Guardian and "The Store" so there's not enough time to actually sit down and have a meal. We ended up buying baos and lor mai kai to eat at the train. The lor mai kai is very nice! The rice is delicious!! After that, took the train and home-d! Bought a book, lolita skirt and Goong S DVD for this trip!







I'm in 310 next year... Still find it hard to digest the fact that i'll not be in the same class as Cheryl... I totally thought that we'll confirm be in the same class.. But thank god Glenda and XuanLin still in the same class as me. Let's work hard for 2010!







Just came back from class chalet. This year's one is not so bad. Had quite a bit of fun barbecuing the food! Went there around 5plus and the people that are there when i arrived are all trying the heat up the coal... While others went cycling! Abit not fair huh.. But i went at the correct time! A while after i arrived, the coal started to turn red! I'm their good luck charm eh? Haha. Anyway, barbecued quite a few food items. It's fun but very smoky... Kept wanting to tear because the smoke kept getting into my eyes. Tomorrow class's posting is out! Hope i could get into 311. I don't want to go 310...







Okay! I dont need to sell my item to her.. Heh heh.. Found some good excuses. She's not that bad afterall... Anyway, tomorrow, or rather today, have choir... Ugh choir sounds boring but i'll make myself high just in time for choir. (: I always give my best for choir... I even make an effort to smile and be high on my way to choir. It's hard to keep smiling...







ugh! I couldn't believe nan hua high school actually have such people like HER. Seriously... I could do without a customer like you!

It started off with she tagging on my blog asking about an item. Asked me to sms her about it. Fine i smsed her as i've got unlimited smses. Then she started haggling... Okay, i dont mind people haggling abit since i, too, wanted a better price for my items. BUT she totally went overboard. I already told her that that amount is the lowest (i'm not too keen on selling anyway, that's why i took it out of my bs) and she still kept haggling. She haggled to the point where i said, if you haggle anymore, i'll not sell the item. Next sms she asked for 50cents off the item's price. Then i said i'll not sell the item. Guess what she sent me. "(Item Price). you win. (meetup time)" What kind of attitude is this? (i'm really very dissatisfied at how she used the words "you win". It's not like i'm blackmailing her?!) I'm seriously pissed with her attitude but i confirmed the deal anyway... (Later kena blacklisted for this; not worth right ><) Now, i kinda regretting confirming the deal... Ugh plus, i know who she is...

PS: Item and Price not stated to protect her identity (I still have some rationality in me (: )







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